(((Justgivealittle))) i suggest therapy for healing. Not so you can have sex although it could help that, but so you could just enjoy life
altogether. I dont have sex right now. It is nice to be loved for awhile without sex when you are taught that you are obligated to give it. My bfriend sees me as valuable without sex. As does your fiance. He values your heart and spirit it sounds like . May angels surround you both. Peace.