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Originally Posted by granite1
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anyone want to share where they go.i don't think i really go anyplace i just kind of run and hide in my head in all my confused jumble of thouhgts and stuff believe it or not i feel safe there .i cant really describe the feeling i guess there isnt any.hard to say
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Sometime I don't go anywhere I just sit there and zone out. Complete blankness. Its like time stops and I'm just empty. Other time I go back in the past and remember specific events just think through them.
When T asks me where I went, she usually provides some alternatives such as are you remembering something, thinking about something, re-experiencing something, or just no where. Sometime I know and can tell T other times the best I can say is I don't know.
T actually called me out today for the first time and said I was disassociating. Not sure how I feel about that.