Heather, I'm so sorry you feel this way. I've been in that boat, no job, no money, damn near homeless. I lost everything I had. Twice. It is a terrible thing to have to go thru. I wouldn't wish it on anyone.

You are a strong, capable person who is going thru a rough time. I know how demeaning it can be, but no one regrets helping you at all. You will get thru this, I promise. It might not clear up over night, but it will get better in time. Everything changes, and every day is another chance. Hang in there and keep posting. We will always be glad to listen and support you.

Peace.