Hi Ben.........I am glad you added your experiences...... Seeing different perspectives is always good......I was just glad I was heard ..... I spent many years in therapy, blaming myself that I wasn't doing therapy right.. I worked hard in therapy...It turned out it wasn't so much me, as it was the one T didn't know what he was doing... The second T only confused me more... And I was sooooooo sick "at that time" , I was too scared to quit.. lol........... anyway 7 years of no progress and continually going downhill, I just fleed for my life.........

I wasn't saying your replies were debating me....... k
smiling and waving at you ....

Candy, mabe some of these experiences can be helpful . I am sorry.. I didn't mean to rattle on so much about me when the thread is supost to be about you.....(((((((candy)))))))