Hi, singer14! Welcome! I agree that it would be good if you could talk to someone about your concerns. We are here to listen and will help as much as we can. Is there a counselor at your school you can talk to, also? Or do you feel comfortable sharing your issues with a parent, or a friend, or a teacher, or a minister?

We don't want you to feel so much distress. I know myself that I have found talking to a therapist very helpful over the years. My teen years were tough for me, too, and I found a teacher during that time who was very helpful to me.

You have some really exciting thoughts for the future, if you'll hang in here and not give up. Please keep us informed. Okay?