((Purple Mist))

I agree with George H. You're the one who knows what brings you to PC, and what makes you come back ~ despite your stress and confusion.

Have you tried filling out a chart on the positives and negatives of both coming to PC, and not coming to PC? That ought to help you gain a more clear perspective on what you get out of coming here, as well as the consequences. Perhaps the reward is greater than the consequences (I sure hope so!). Maybe you need to stay clear of certain areas on this site.

I hope that you feel better soon. Take care!