When do you tell your T about your suicidal ideation? Please don't tell me always otherwise i'd always be talking about it. I've always felt this way my whole life, b ut this week, it was bad. I know there has to be some rule. At what point do you bring it up? Would brining it up in an email subject me to more risk of being put inpatient? Is there a special way I can word things so I won't be put in the hospital? I always lie and say I'm not thinking about it, even when I am because I'm scared to tell. Since I tend to always have a "plan" and su ch, I figureits not a big deal enough to tell her, but i also feel like im lying.