Dear Lucinda,

I feel your pain. I, too, feel very lonely..I feel I have to be out in public all day as I feel less lonely that way. We all have different ways of coping..your T saying you are angry when instead you feel lost, let him no he is wrong, stand up for what you really feel. As far as feeling something you have never felt before, that is scary...the whole unpredictability of mental illness is perhaps the hardest part of it. Feel free to PM me, I care and we all care...