mindamarie, it seems that your T either isn't hearing you or isn't taking you seriously. In either case, it seems to me that you're wasting time and money and not getting help that obviously you need.

How long have you been seeing this woman? If you're in the first few weeks or months, you might want to touch base with whomever referred you to her. This may not be such a good match. And please, if you are feeling suicidal now, call your local hotline now or this number: