I should apologize myself for my own late reply now. No harm done.

I think you're being proactive in this. Making a conscious effort to not let this get you down any more than it naturally will is a huge step in getting past anything, and often the hardest to do. You should be very proud of yourself.

As unrelated as this is, I have to ask...what type of kittens? I love the little things.

Take care, and I hope you continue to do well.