Something happened once that was very traumatic for me. In this instance I am not talking about abuse. But it still had a major impact on my life. Things have gradually been changing for the better. Tonight I learned that things could change some more. Again, this would be a good thing, but it scares me. I don't know what to think. I don't know if I should have the person making this decision talk to my T or what. I might feel a little better about it as I adjust, I don't know, but I will still be scared. I am just so scared and worried and anxious about this tonight. I don't know if what could happen is a good thing or a what?! I'm sorry to be so vague with you all, but I don't want to get too specific for personal reasons. I normally wouldn't mind sharing this information with all of you, but there are special circumstances from the past that I cautious of in the present. Hope you understand.