You know, it's normal in life to have certain dreams and goals that later change. People evolve and what we want at a certain point is not necessarily what we need later on. Nothing bad about that.

It's different, however, if it's your depression talking. Often when we're depressed we can't or don't feel like doing anything and things that are usually enjoyable become nothing but a burden. I wouldn't quit your job yet unless you're absolutely certain it's you that is making the decision and not your depression.

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iam not emotionally stable for a baby and itselfish iam just lost.. its seems like iam standing at the same spot watching everyone around me moving forward and left me far away behind

I don't think it's selfish to want a baby. You'd be selfish if you'd make one in spite of knowing that you're not ready for one and can't take care of it.

And I know the feeling of watching everyone else pass you by. What would you like? Where would you want your life to go? No need to decide anything right now, just think about it. Do you have a T that can help you through this difficult time?

Take care