Thanks for all of the answers guys..

DH- I am coming off the pill in a week or two and getting a non-hormonal IUD so I guess I'll see if that's my problem..

Cocoa- I turn into wild party girl literally as I start drinking.. I want to be everyones best friend and be the center of all attention. And usually after I'm wasted I slip into depression after someone we are with triggers me. My boyfriend usually finds me sobbing somewhere alone just hating my life.

Another question for everyone too-- whenever I'm in a manic state it almost never lasts for longer than a few hours.. However, depression will last a lot longer.. Is that normal?