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I am wondering if anyone out there is successfully dealing with dissociation and alters while having kids.
The voices in my head look at my child like he's not mine. I get angry easily. I see myself doing things that could hurt him even though I KNOW I would never actually do it. I know he's safe with me and my alters, but my mental health is not safe with the thoughts in my mind that don't belong to me that surround my child. Could these thoughts be repressed memories? The memories that created my alters?
I do not feel like my child is in danger, but it's hard to hear in my head that he's not real or not mine. Help??
Cas
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GypsyRosalie(including: Cas(core), Nina, Alex, Rosalie, Shanna, Molly, Gigi, Squeek, Ki, Layney, Emberlynn, Raj, and unidentified others.)
DX:
Rapid-cycling Bipolar Type II with Psychosis
General Anxiety Disorder
Panic Disorder
PTSD
Obsessive tendencies (possibly OCD, possibly a symptom of something else, yet to be determined)
Undiagnosed:
Dissociative Identity Disorder or Schizophrenia (something causing alters)
RX:
Buspar
Geodon
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