Well you had quite a relationship with your old T. She gave you permission and support to become who you are now. Maybe in ways she gave you the nurturing you always needed so you could find yourself, whatever that is for you and you Have come a long way. Maybe you should touch base with her once a month or something just to give you that comfort to help you keep going and maintain.

This T is a man right? Well, for me as time went on and he just listened and validated me, I began to feel like he was the father I needed to just listen while "I" sorted things out instead of lecturing me and only half listening.

So maybe this Male T can help you in a different way that you don't realize yet. You need to fill in the places where you somehow didn't get permission to place value in yourself and also allow your emotions to be there with you. I don't always think that you have to go back unless things are coming forward that you somehow need to sort through right now. And if you get more established as you have, sorting through anything that may come up will not be as hard because you now CAN actually participate in your life more emotionally right now.

Always make sure you maintain what you have accomplished. A new T is not supposed to do anything but help you keep moving forward ok?

((((Hugs))))
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