first, about the very last post i made before i disappeared, i should probably explane it. "would you like a goodbye? no... simple single sylable pain"
that was related to me and my girlfriend, she always when i visit her and have to leave makes me feel like crap, and that was just a quote from one night it really got to me. she gets in mood and blames me, not directly but makes me feel horrible. im sorry if i got at you all last time i posted, sayin no one ever helped me and such, but i was moody and an online forum to explane problems took the blow.
im back now because i really feel like im going to lose my mind, im confused and fraustraited, angry and unhappy. may sound like im just calling for attention but to be honest im just happy i can get this out.. or unhappy that im having to get it out, as it would seem.

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