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Hi
I just read your reply… I don’t know what to think… as of my parents suggestion I started to take a simply once a day walks during morning & sleeping more reasonably. This worked for now but now… I just… don’t know what to think. I should not be thinking right now, but I still wan’t to make sense off your reply. Anger? emotional imbalance? haven’t worked them out? Not my fault & not supposed to be bad memories?
I’m sorry if I offend you, but I’m really confused now. My memories… no… my LIFE is a nothing more than a false memory. How I can even begin to comprehend a simple emotions if I now constantly doubt my past & presence. The largest problem that I have now (or at least I think it is) is that I have no baseline for my emotions to be distinguished from good & bad since all my memories are things that I want to forget.
It’s really hard to explain but here’s an example: Every ones unique right? Being unique or more accurately the need to be unique is a rather common need for all human. Sounds logical & understandable right? Well my version is that “Everyone is unique, which is a very clever way of saying that no one’s unique!” It’s rather simple really: since everyone in already unique (no two alike) then there is no such thing as “normal” and thus there can be NO way of measuring the “uniqueness” thus rendering the entire concept of “unique” pointless waste of time.
I really hope this didn’t confuse you too much, but it’s basically the same problem: I have no memories that I can consider real & since the emotion & overall human existence is based from those memories. I therefore have no accurate comparison to make reasonable assumption that.
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I’m sorry, I started to think too much again…
Just please answers me these questions:
1: How can I fix my emotions?
2: How can I prevent myself from overthinking?
3: Am I really angry? Is all this simply because I’m angry?
4: Exactly how bad is my situation? (From psychological viewpoint)
5: Is there any hope for me?
I really would appreciate if you (or the community) could explain this situation to me a bit more clearly.
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