ugh if I told my family they wouldn't understand. my fiance' gets it so I try to talk to him and the people I live with, some of them get it. The head banging didn't happen yesterday...thank goodness or today but I'm preoccupied with the idea of hurting myself. I would love to PM you and talk more but I'm new to the site and don't know much of how to do things so please PM me and talk to me!