I (host) am scared of therapy. I don't know how to go about it. I don't know if I'm even ready to know why I feel this way. I'm guessing something must have happened to me as a child that I simply don't remember. I think eventually I will be able to go to a T and find things about myself that I was never ready for. Honestly, I don't have many memories from before age 10, and 10 to 16 is hazy. Crap, now that I think of it, 10 to 18 (when I got married) is hazy. I wish I could talk to my alters and even just find some trivial things I've lost. I know that I spend the most time "out" but I think collectively, everyone else combined is out more than me. Does this make sense? I really need help picking through my brain.
Cas