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I will not tell you what impact your last email had on me on so many levels. Not yet anyway. I am not a perfectionsit. But you telling me that caused me to realize how I must portray that to others and I didn't know it. It is not the me on the inside one bit. And I realized that it is my fault that if you see me as a perfectionist who was always trying to please others, that meant I have been gauarded even in the one place I should have been free to be open. The walls are so high that even someone trained to see into those walls can't see the real person who is inside.

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