good morning all.
ahh man my anxiety is starting, its bad. i have to report to my parol officer tomorow . she is going to ask me what i have done in the last 3 weeks. and i will have nothin to say. she is goin to ask me if i found a way to see a doctor yet and i will have to say no. i havent left the house sence the last time i had to report. i am so scared.... to top things off i am dirty. and if i get drug tested i may not pass. i hope water will delute me enough i can pass. if not i will be violated. and sent back to jail. geez i am soo scared i have alredy started to shake.
-telb