Calling my T for anything is just unacceptable to me. I fear that he'd be half-listening, as he reads through e-mails or paperwork. Not that he doesn't pay attention when we're in session ~ he does. I just fear that talking to him on the phone would be pointless. I'm not willing to put my heart out there for nothing. I'd rather "suck it up" and be miserable until I can see him again.