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I had this problem is high school. I cut to calm down, to feel control, to feel blood, to feel free. My mom expected me to be perfect: cheerleader, honors classes, straight A's, theater, working. (TRIGGER) I "accidentally" let my mom see a huge bone deep gash on my shoulder by wearing a tank top and forgetting my hoodie. When she saw it, she finally saw me as a person, weak and needing help. She stopped pushing and started doing everything she could to help.
Maybe if your parents could finally SEE you as a person instead of their good little robot, it might help. Seeing and hearing can be so so different. I wish you luck!!!
Alex
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GypsyRosalie(including: Cas(core), Nina, Alex, Rosalie, Shanna, Molly, Gigi, Squeek, Ki, Layney, Emberlynn, Raj, and unidentified others.)
DX:
Rapid-cycling Bipolar Type II with Psychosis
General Anxiety Disorder
Panic Disorder
PTSD
Obsessive tendencies (possibly OCD, possibly a symptom of something else, yet to be determined)
Undiagnosed:
Dissociative Identity Disorder or Schizophrenia (something causing alters)
RX:
Buspar
Geodon
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