I am glad to hear that it went well

Explain exactly how concerned you are about these urges. If she still brushes you off start looking for another pdoc. You need someone that will listen and be supportive, not dismissive about something you are struggling with.

And if you are feeling this way quite seriously and feel unsafe and the need to overdose definitely go to the hospital. Explain what you are feeling and they can put you on observation for a day or so. Take care HUGGLES