last time i went to report. i told her i was depressed. she asked me why?..... my response was somthin like. ummmmm because i dont have my meds. i told i am a very nervouse person and need somthin for my anxiety. but i have no insurance and my family wont put aside 30$ for me to see a doc. it dident come out to smoothly and i was sweating relly bad and shaking. i think she took it as i had somthing to hide. that i was making up an excuse to why i was so nervous. i know tomrrow is goin to be worse then my last visit. im so scared everyone there will see me having an anxiety attack. its not like i can run out the door when one starts. once im there im there tell im let go.
-telb