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Apr 22, 2012, 08:28 AM
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Member Since: May 2008
Location: Alabama, USA
Posts: 1,309
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It's OK, I've not been around much at all. David had my phone contract and internet cut off meaning I ALMOST lost work. Luckily I had friends who were willing to help and I had the cash to be able to get a new phone contract set up and I now have internet access...
I'm pleased that you think I'm being proactive in this. I am currently spending the weekend away again, I was very ill yesterday because everything from the week caught up with me and my body couldn't really cope with it. I felt awful and I've had a really tough week. But I'm feeling much, much better today. My migraine has gone down, my throat is less sore and I don't feel sick or weak like I did.
He's still trying to make things very difficult and because of that I am moving home this week to make things easier for myself on the money front and emotionally too. I hate going back to that flat because it has such bad vibes now and I don't really feel safe there anymore. I think I've been proactive because I'm moving home, I've sorted out my phone, I'm still working, still modelling, earning as much money as I can to get me through, I'm starting courses to gain more qualifications for a better job, starting my siging career again and I'm spending much more time relaxing. It's amazing.
I had a bad week last week, I was finding it very difficult and depression started to raise its ugly head. Staff at work noticed and i got pulled up for it but improved the next day and a friend noticed also and called me every day to check up on me which was nice. It's him that I'm staying with now. It's been incredible how many people have pulled together to be there, even though one of them has been the complete opposite and has accused me of being unfair to David because I'm keeping the kittens when they were a Christmas present from me to him - I'm only keeping them because they'd otherwise be unsettled and they'd have to live with his Parents' dog who would terrorise them - I am not happy with that... Does that sound unfair to you? I believe I'm doing the right thing for the kittens.
Flo, the female is a Black and White Domestic Short Haired kitten. Rio, the male is a Black and White Domestic Semi Long Haired kitten, they're both stunners... But then again I would say that...
Thanks again for your replies. I know I'll struggle for the first part of this week, but I'm looking forward to the second part...
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