Rainbow, your desire to have your T read this book was a big issue to you a few months back. You were very hurt that she didn't at the time, and it seemed like you felt if she read it she would be showing how much she loves you and you believed it would give her great insight into you. Why are you coming back to this again? Your T clearly cares about you and seems very insightful about your needs. I don't think this really has anything to do with the book. What is this need really all about?