I learned that my depression Isentt situational that it's going to happen for the rest of my life because of a chemical imbalance in my brain. Talk about a downer.. Well as much as it sucks I'm trying to keep my head at least above the water and look through unblinded eyes. Listen to some jack Johnson and maybe just lay down and think about nature,, sounds cheesy but hey it works.. But as much as I feel depressed now a days I always need my parents and best friiend bcs they will be what's there for me always.. And. Will never forget what they do for me.