1 year of not cutting now. My scars have healed up, leaving white lines (deepish). I did it in patterns so the cover ups kinda work.

How do I feel. Well I deff miss 'something'; but not cutting. I miss the feeling of 'how I felt' after cutting. I guess that's a feeling of sorrow, pain, tears, loss. I always saw those feelings as being cathartic for me. The release I need.

I don't think I will ever cut again. I am finding new ways to tap the feelings i need (music,books,film.............people..haha). I have become 'body' happy again so I do love being me again..

ty pc (and all who have helped me here over the last year)..


sorry wrong place..lol could a mod move this to 'self harm' forum please