I'm a T Googler. I know much too much about T. T also hasn't locked down his facebook. I check his facebook every day to feel a connection to him. ($5 bucks to the first person who can guess my attachment style.)

Well, I've always wondered when it was going to slip that I knew more information about T than I was supposed to. It might happen this week if I'm not careful. I know T has been feeling sick the past few days. I fear that I'll ask T if he's feeling better or something along those lines. Ugh.

And silly me -- I'm waiting until I have a more safe attachment to T to tell T about looking him up. I imagine I'll be able to tell T and laugh about it at some point, but that is definitely not now. And yes -- I try to explore the whys and hows of my FB/Googling and sit with the reasons. I'm still too scared to talk about it though.