thank u so much for the reply, you are helping me understand more about DID and giving me some things to certainly think about. I wonder if the fact that I can feel her presence can help me determine if in fact she is me... I have been leaving at nighttime when I thought I was sleeping. I have spent money I didnt remember spending... burned bridges with people, colored my hair, without remembering. i find it disturbing because i dont want other people to notice, but i have virtually no friends IRL. my neighbors are aware and they love me anyway. It feels great beyond words to have people love me even though I switch between 2 personalities. i'll talk to my pdoc. if anyone else can share their experiences or advice, id love to hear.