Thanks! Yeah, it's like I know the amount of time I put into thinking about calories and food is not normal. Sometimes I want to be able to go through a day without feeling guilty after eating or thinking about how much I will be able to eat at my next meal. At the same time, I don't want to see the number in the scale go up and I'm afraid if I stop counting calories, I'll blow up. Even though I eat, I have a fast metabolism and still lose weight. I guess I'm afraid of committing to a gaining meal plan because I don't want to be fat.