I decided to just email my hermana updates on the story I'm working on....and i told her that she doesn't have to reply to emails and that going without emailing her and not being able to text her was too much of a change for me. I know she'll understand. She knows I need something to stay the same when something changes.

Meanwhile I got into an unnecessary conversation with a friend on FB about my friendship with my hermana......even AFTER I explained the friendship to her she said "so she helps you with emotional support" (that was after I told her that my hermana is also my creative writing tutor and writing buddy!) and then today after I told her I was feeling better and why, she gave me a lecture about how I need to stand on my own two feet (which I've been doing since Wednesday and it only made me worse!) and about how her family pushed her away and how being alone helps her. THEN after I said that my hermana did NOT push me away and all that stuff she said that she had said her family pushed her away and that there was a difference. THEN she says to me "are you two attracted to each other physically" I had told her before that my hermana is my best friend, and cousin and that she married a cousin of mine almost 2 years ago......yet she some how twisted the friendship I have with my hermana into something sexual in nature. I still don't get how what I told her about the friendship and how my hermana supports me and is there for me when she's able to be equals a friendship where the two people are physically attracted to each other. My hermana is married to my cousin for crying out loud.