I would like to change the way I act on impulse rather than really thinking things through. Even if I thought I have been thinking about certain things rationally. Sometimes misjudgement or overemotional behaviour clouds my reality. Instead I would like to be able to properly see things and contemplate things for how they are in the moment. Instead of always truly see things for how they were later. Like what I mean is, if only I could have realized or see that soon. Instead of being so caught up in my constant thoughts and emotions that just run around in my head getting in the way.
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