Aww honey, put down the drink. It aint gonna do a thing for yu. I am sorry you are so hurt and dissapointed. I think part of the reason I am responding to you is because I relate. I wanted this job so bad, Interviewed well, thought I had good shot-nope, again....but I really , really wanted this job. Well, ya pick up the pieces and go on. This is not the end for you in any way. You are young and have so much ahead of you. Who know's what's in store? I heard it said it is good mental health to work hard towards a goal and when you don't acheive it, you feel dissapointed, hurt etc. That's normal. It is acknowleging it, accepting it, and moving on. Glad you posted my dear. Hang in there. THere are other opportunities around the corner. Can't wait to hear about your next one....hugs....