Lydia, I'm so glad that place knew how to deal with your introject part and not keep you in there for hours.
Yes restraints are something that I fear very much because I know that if they try it, they'll get 4 super strong and wild alters fighting against them. As a kid, just for a medical test, it took 3 nurses and a dr to pin me on my face to the table because we were needle phobic and not about to let it happen - i'd hate to see now how many people it would take to hold us down. They'd have to inject us with something and that would totally be re-traumatizing. They did mention it upon going in and i kinda blacked out that understanding... to difficult to think about. I would need to do a letter for that.
Thanks for your post.