OK, here it is: im an 18yo female, quite attractive (blue eye, blond hair, surfy type) and yetnever had a proper boyfriend.
i know its all not just looks, its also personality, but according to others Im kind, funny and intelligent.
Here is the problem; I can communicate well with guys and get along well with them as friends. But it is as soon as they tell me they have feelings. BANG, i can never get words out or know how to communicate.
At one stage I had them crawling at my feet, and I managed to stuff all of it up!
I dont understand
I am talking to a guy at the moment that I have met recently, only have met him a couple times in person. But we are going to go out for coffee soon; which i think may be ok. But when things go further into the relationship.. i dont want to stuff it up!!

help?