those of us who abused alcohol, imho, did it to escape reality. it only sabotages our own self worth. we create excuses to drink. dog died, dog lived, etc. our feelings are within that. keep moving forward re your career and be hopeful. if you drink it only exacerbates your problems. breaking the cycle of defeatism will bring good rersults. i wish you well.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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