(((Karmamie))))),

I found that at first I too asked a lot of what if questions. I am sorry that you had so much confusion growing up and that it is coming forward to sort through. Just remember that while they can be distrubing and confusing some may be that way because they are memories of a child too. And make sure you also remember that children do not know how to view sexual things like you do now, so don't attach any guilt to those memories. Always remember that you honestly didn't have the capacity to really understand fully what went on in your environment. I had to keep reminding myself of that as well.

You don't have to appologize for what you present here to sort through, others know things come forward in pieces and are often comfusing.

((((Hugs)))
Open Eyes