To the majority of posts on this thread. Just feeling at a complete loss, depression at it's worst. Barely a reason to keep living, except for my pets, partner and a few friends.

Sick and tired of working a job where i'm abused. No idea where to go anymore, no direction, can't leave as I need the money but can't find anything else I can manage.

I even look back to posts i've had here 5 years ago saying I had no direction, well not much has changed. That's a pretty sad outlook, but true. If the rest of my life is going to be like this I really don't want to be around for it.