This is hard to write but will try anyway!

I am dreading the next 2-3 weeks we should hear back from the police about my dad as the police were going the CPS with the evidence so they can re-arrest dad ( the thing I call him now) Something in my mind is telling me that NOTHING WILL BE DONE, The same happened with my brother 8 years a go just before the trial it was all dropped ( such a long story) This is when my mental health problems started, Having my brother laughing at me was the biggest insult EVER!

The police I thought at the time were not doing there job and I took a overdose, Most of my family believed my brother it truly hurt, I kept it a secret for years, My brother sexually abused his daughter and my 2 nieces it is the reason why I spoke out, I felt so let down by the system, My mum I just don't understand why she chooses my brother and the thing over her own children.

I wish I kept my mouth shut, It achieved nothing, The thing has abused god knows how many, He comes across though as a really charming man even the police say this, He will fool the jury if this gets to court, He is now disabled, I am sick with worry, This is my family, It has been torn apart by all of this. I really hate this and me at the moment.