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Originally Posted by Calista+12
I need to get this out....it is NOT directed to anyone here.
I hate everything and everyone. Most of all , myself. I hate lies and false friends. I hate people who promise you they'll never leave but do so.So far I have lost all who meant anything. I hate the people involved in my father's death. The hospital, doctors, nurses in ICU who wouldn't take any responsibility. I hate my brother who called me the worst names as my father lay dying.
I hate people who blame without knowing the whole story. I hate this time of year. Spring, birds, flowers...BULL S*it Are those things supposed to make it all better?? When you're raped in the spring time, under those flowering trees, the feeling is never the same.
I hate doctors who claim to care. I hate the 18 th of MAY. I hate the Memorial Day weekend. I hate hope. I hate being dependent. I hate this stinking world.
I hate I hate I hate I HATE ME for still being alive.
Liars! All LIARS!
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I understand how you feel, sometimes I hate just the very fact I exist. I don't know how to make you feel better, but I can tell you that you aren't alone and if you need to talk I'm here.