Myself,
It sure is hard work, isn't it, learning how to cope, how to feel, what to feel. Thank you for understanding about the unexpected and reactions to death. I tend to walk on eggshells, not only from daily life struggles, but also due to behaviors of others. You are right about being one biological person. I do need to remember that and concentrate on the things I can do now, and not focus on what I am unable to do. Thank you so much for your kind words.