Allthegirls6,
That's so true. Thank you for understanding. T and I hardly have time for progress, though it's coming in small doses. So much is going on in my life in the present and it is keeping fears inside activated. Thank you so much for your offer to listen and help. It really means a lot to me. It has been hard to keep on track and moving forward for sure. It's always been hard to express things outside my head due to fear but I am working on it. Thank you for recognizing that I'm taking a big leap here. Coming here and expressing has only taken me over a year. I'm very thankful to be able to now.