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Old Apr 24, 2012, 12:47 AM
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Hi all,
I have been in a really bad place of late and I can't seem to get myself out of it. I work full time and and going to night school to obtain a second degree. I am doing well in school but hate my job and am really tired most of the time. I hate my life and I hate myself. I think, especially at night, about suicide or about cutting. I have been working hard with my therapist at using better coping skills other than cutting when I feel this way. When I relapse and do cut I feel guilty and ashamed. The bottom line is I just don't want to live anymore. I think, no one would even notice if I was gone, nor care. I bring nothing to this world but the sadness I carry around with me. My friendships are for the most part surface deep because I can't trust anyone and don't let anyone in. I just don't see a world in which i am happy. So, really, what's the point....
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