My god Salvador, that is an utter disaster. I don't know what you can do but I can say that I have met some asexuals online who appeared to be very happy so there is reason to think that there is hope. I think you may have two options:

1. Solve the asexuality by getting rid of whatever is causing you to lose your arousal around women. It's possible that you have very intense anxiety, perhaps which is impeding your sex drive???

2. Change how you think or feel about love.