Calista you have been through hell & suffering even today.But please why do you hate yourself?Hate the rapist,hate those who have abused you,hate those who are so callous as to blame you without knowing the facts ;but YOU--you are not blemished by their doings.Just emerge from all this filth to a new level.Look ahead,plan your life,take small baby steps to a better future.I am sure you can do it-you owe it to your own self.Why blow up this life for others'atrocities?
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