I sent you that scathing (in my mind) email I wrote, saying that I wanted to quit, that I'm angry with you, that I feel so hurt. At the time it felt good. I spent the better part of a day composing it. But now I'm scared about how you will respond. Will you become angry with me in return? Will you tell me I should go ahead and leave if that's how I feel? Crap. What did I do?