Thank you. I have gone to the place where we used to hang out. From what I learned is they don't hang out there any more. I mean, it was three years ago, so people move on from things.

I don't know if my husband would be upset or not. He's a difficult person to judge. One one hand he says he wants me to have friends. On the other hand he gets jealous. For example, last night I had to take his mom back to the emergency room. She has a fractured rib. She had to go back because her prescription ran out and she isn't able to get into the doctor. She needs the prescription to stop her muscles from contracting and causing unbarable pain. Well, my husband said I "choose her over him" because I drove her to the emergency room and have to pay $10 for her prescription, but I asked him to wait until Monday to pay $50 for something he needs for his Call of Duty game which all of his friends have.... (There is a bill I have to pay but was putting it off due to my mother-in-laws medical emergency. We really live paycheck to paycheck....)

I mean, that's his mother! And because she has no money for this medicine until May 3, I am "choosing her over him." Now he won't talk to me this morning. Oh, and by the way, once he gets that thing, he will be spending even less time with me and more time with his friends. (Who he chooses over me most days of the week.)

So... I don't know. If I contact my old friends I can see him freaking out on me that I'm trying to cheat on him or choose them over him or things like that.