Hi,

Talking to others is a step in the right direction, it shows that
You want things to change. Sometimes it feels like life has control
Of us, the trick is to get to that mystical 'happy place' where we
Feel like we can grab life by the balls and 'seize the day'.easier said
Than done when you feel rock bottom. Have you thought about
Talking to your family. They are probably so wrapped up in
Their own problems that they are oblivious to yours. They
Would most likely be mortified to know you are so low, and
Maybe they could try to resolve things one way or the other.
Maybe family counselling? Perhaps your college could offer
You a counselling service if you just need someone other than
Your family to speak too, they may also be able to give you extra
Support with your studies in light of the situation. Either way,
I think it would be good to let your family know how the
Atmosphere at home is affecting you. Stay strong. X